Me of I

It’s a true fact,
I don’t really act.

If you think about it,
You’ll doubt about it.

You not gonna find,
What lies in my mind.

Sometimes I get mad,
It also makes me sad.

When fate is sad,
It ain’t my bad.

You really know,
how hard I do.

It ain’t any sense,
When you make such a non-sense.

I’m walking in a dream,
In a fire of a stream.

It burning my trees,
taking away the breeze.

All those myths,
Shouting like a thief.

I am the king of my bing.
Else nothing to think.

This is the gift of life,
Live it however you like.

Originally posted at my old blog in December, 2012

I wonder what my real accent is!

Big Bang theory might not be the theory of everything but The Big Bang Theory is one of the most favourite series of mine. I know some of you, who used to watch it, are not finding it interested any more. But yes, I still love the show.

Rajesh Koothrappali is one of favourite characters. He used to be more shy and needy one, almost like me. But throughout the seasons he has been changing a lot. Now, in new episodes, you can see his hair style is very similar to Kunal Nayyar.

A year and a half back I had purchased his book Yes, My Accent is Real to restart my reading habit. It took few months to start the book and almost a year to complete it. Well, was restarting book reading after a long time. You know what I mean. Now, again, I am writing about it after a half year. And that’s another story about my writing.

It is a wonderful book to read. Very heart touching that I almost relived every tiny moments of his life with big impacts on mine. Now Kunal Nayyar is also my favourite person along with Rajesh. Because Rajesh is what I used to be, not that I needed any chemical influence to talk to girls, and Kunal is what want to be.

After completing this book, I started to wonder what is my real accent in life. Because sometime it seems like even I am not able to understand myself. Then I wonder, how others are going to understand me?

Or may be I should stop worrying about others to understand me and focus on more to follow up myself.

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Just breath in

It does not matter how long they have stayed. Every individual you see in your life, all influences your thoughts, your experiences and your life. You may not know them. You may not talk to them. You may not be in love. True to my experience, the feelings you might have, experiences you might have, thoughts you might think, all those things on which your life is depending on, get affected by all those people.

You cannot do anything about it. Because that is how your universe keeps the balance in the reality of your life.

So it is okay if you do not get to know someone or befriend with everyone or may be in love with the one. At least, unknowingly, that person got to be a part of your world and may be at least once you might have got to be the part of their thought.

Now, before you get overwhelmed about it, take a deep breath, inhale all of those good influences and exhale all those unnecessary over-thoughts. So that the universe can take care of everything else.