Let’s take a step back and write about it

So, as usual, I was not able to sleep. As I tried to sleep early, could not push mind into the deep, it did not take long to the flood of thoughts to rush in. Like it was time for a revision of life happened yet. With each revision, I wonder how differently I think with new experiences and bubbles of many ideas floats in the air. Well, I can write a very brief summary of various things comes with the flood.

“I cannot believe the position where I am sitting on right now. Or am I standing somewhere. On my own feet! I cannot decide for sure. Sometime it seems like I am flying. The thin air of coldness hitting on my face with a whisper into my ears. Or is it just a dream. A deep dream of a flight. But then, eventually I have to return to the reality that I am just that ordinary guy with a goggles on face to look out for those nightmares.

A reality of balance. Dreams on one side, equal amount of nightmares on another. A flight through cold thin air towards the warmth of the day which again starts with another cold night. That is the wave of the universe. To keep the balance in the nature.”

Well, with a hope to keep balance in life, I am back on track.

It’s already 15th

Those were normal days for me. This time there was no pressure for any resolution. It was just like a normal weekend. Yeah, sure! Me and friends had a small getogether just to keep up until midnight, fireworks and ususal ‘Happy New Year’ wishes. It was simple. We all had good meal and slept soon after 00:00:00.

Fast forward… It’s already 15th of Jan now. 15/365 of 2018 has already completed and still it feels like so normal as… you know.. normal. May be this what it is. Being an adult! I don’t know!!

I don’t know what has been coming. What would happen. 2017 was somewhat hurtful. But at the end somethings happened with goodness. Still some sadness found its way along with the happiness. But that’s okay now. I have realised that, both were just at the end of each side of the stick, which I am still holding, to balance myself on the rope hanging at something I cannot see in the mist.

I realised, I can do it. I capable enough to go through this mist. The realisation of not even being aware about the rope earlier, making me more… wise, I would say.

Hope I would see a whole new bridge at some point.

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